Closed Book

I’m pretty sure that death will wipe me out,

though some cosmic way

    I don’t yet know about

    may have a different say.

    The only thing I sometimes think about

    are the times that go

    when my own time runs out,

    how nobody will know

    the reckless things my grandmother would say

    when no one was about.

    Yes – her spark will out

    when I’m gone away.

    Is it the same for everyone I know:

    carrying about

    small cinders as they go?

    Will all those flames blow out

    of things they didn’t think to speak about

    but saved some way?

    Is that why stars go out,

    is that what cold stars say?