Poems

Gwyneth Blue

I close my eyes and sing her name, shape her ghost on the air. The trees are begging for Spring. One lane haunts another in Wales. This hedge lets in a saline wind though it’s been fifty years inland.   The river’s genie snags on a thorn on its way to the sea, vague summers

Asleep with Flowers and TV

Beneath you is the swollen city, markets and the plenaries of feral cats, their siestas under siege from cops with eyeshades up and windows down tooling around in old Buicks. There’s a whiff of stock footage about it – sex on the breath of my first lover from the interior. After light rain, elms take

Understanding

The trouble was it overwhelmed the land, The glistening waters gobbled everything, Not drowned, but living, everything: the grand, The not-so-grand, all thriving in the swing   Of tails writhing, eager to be free, Each to its own expression and distinct, But indistinct; so many flapping, we Could only feel the force of them, all

The Station

So much steam and shafts of sooty light. The porters look like Laurel and Hardy and I like the train driver’s leathery smell, the glow of hot coals, the crowded platforms. Our mums and dads are on the move, escaping wars, seeking lost weekends, travelling somewhere sad along with the dead. When I blink whole

How It Was and Is

Earth’s moon is never new, There’s no replacing her. Either you see all her wintered face   Or she sends scraps Through bandages of shade. She doesn’t want your talk   Assuaging, failing to assuage, Only your sleepless eyes As she gropes her way   Across the cobbled stars, Clutches at sun To heal her

Please Don’t Bomb the Ghost of My Brother

He’s riding a white horse. I was going to say he was riding into the forest. It’s more like a wood, a large wood with sycamore trees and silver birch and if you look you can see a Weeping Willow. There are deer in the undergrowth watching carefully and there are a lot of small

Tongue and Groove

Or when their arms their legs their hands their clumps of feet entangled   and she asks which of them belong to her and he murmurs Be patient.

Take-away Heart

She appears in the window. She appears to be watering the plant. I need to be in your hair he whispers into her ear. His tongue drains the room of light pitched with the fever of is there someone else is there is there In his voice she can hear a leaf loosening from its

O

(after Mallarmé)   The smoke rings I cannot blow seem summations of my soul one by one by one they roll scattered with another O   their trembling grey bears witness to incendiary art keep your ashen mind apart from the buried fire’s red kiss   thus whole choirs of romance fly up to lips

‘Loving Man’

He’s got an old truck in the driveway, Hot cup of coffee in his hands, A way of life he’s known since his childhood, First rays of the morning sun Breaking through the clouds He plans his day in the farm He knows he’s gotta give his best   ’Cos all he’s got is in

To The Fates (after Hölderlin)

Just grant me one summer, powerful fates, and a final autumn of lucid song, so that, sated with music’s sweetness, this soul may wholeheartedly die.   A poet not wielding his sacred might in life shall find no quiet in Orcus, yet once I have said the holy words I came to say, spoken my

Heading for the Airport

The cab suddenly turning up twenty-seven minutes later after my ten frantic calls from the pavement outside your block, your dressing-gowned silhouette hovering on the balcony, a halo of your wispy hair blonde once more against the dawn.   My suitcases thrown in the boot, doors slammed, engine revved, clutch released, I forgot our goodbye

We knew him as Cot

Remember those lanes he walked after work, past the weed-wormed car park at the rusting colliery to the two-street village, to catch the bookies or straight into the Oak. His days governed by dim light: in boiler houses or the single bulb rooms of boarded-up terraces – jobs no one wanted never fazed him.  

Hydrangeas After Dark

for Ian Sansom   Where was it written that I should measure my middle years by the great blank flowering of these pom-poms – uncanny as domes in a village landscape – whose advance has no warning (one day a sprinkling of warts, the next WE’RE HERE!!!), that love water and pacify the night? They’ve

After Ronsard

I send you this bouquet, which my own hands just culled from the marvellous bed; if spring’s not gathered tonight, I said, tomorrow her beauty will have flown.   Let its light serve as a sermon then, how your charms flourishing their fair May shall soon be invested with frost-grey and, bit by bit, become

Sandbags

Firm pillows stacked high for hope to rest on,   each calling out against nightmare and fear.   Courage has determined this towering resistance   so may it hold firm and remain until dawn   for the light to discover a mended nation   whose cities awake from their troubled sleep.

Baroque

Let me be baroque in death as I’ve been practical in life. Let six black-plumed stallions draw the black-gloss carriage wherein my black-gloss casket rests upon a maple plinth festooned with lilies – outrageously frilled and huge white lilies exploding from every crevice, their syrupy musk clagging the air for miles around. Let us halt

Camden Visitor Moorings

The end of a perfect summer’s day – we ramble down the canal path, past Pirate Castle   and the shopping arcade where confetti sale signs camouflage lives mired in quiet desperation.   Harassed shoppers go about their business, wearing their mask of disappointments discreetly.   Everybody is dreaming of being somebody, preparing to be

Joining the Spiders

Caught out in the wrong shoes, I choose to join the spiders in a crevice in the old park wall.   To them, all weather is the same; all time is time to do some work.   I watch them working, watch their old webs breathing as I breathe, now tilting brickwards,   now tilting

Some days I want to be Nicola Walker

and stare perplexedly into the middle distance with one crease, one particularly characterful furrow knitting my brow, not an old lady furrow oh no something about the way I hold this furrow in this ongoingly perplexed stare will imply a whole panoply of barely suppressed emotions, a gamut even, simmering away under the surface of