Julie Myerson

The best way to cope with rejection is to write about it

When Michèle Roberts’s latest novel is turned down, she rallies in the only way she knows how

Michèle Roberts. Credit: Alamy 
issue 23 May 2020

With more than a dozen acclaimed novels to her name, not to mention short stories, poetry, a memoir and a Booker nomination, you might think that Michèle Roberts could have counted on being published for life. But as so many ‘established’ authors know painfully well, in that ever-hungry-for-the-new world there’s no such thing as tenure.

So when her latest novel elicits a lack-lustre response from her agent before being ‘sweetly’ but flatly turned down by her publisher, a stunned Roberts finds herself processing the humiliation in the only way she knows how — by writing about it. ‘My past successes counted for nothing,’ she mournfully observes: ‘There was only this smashed-up present.’ Still, ever the creator, she can’t help wondering whether she mightn’t be able to make something out of the ‘destroyed pieces’ of herself.

‘I’m worried about Roger — he’s not in a good place right now.’

The something is this book, and what a thing it is: brave, naked, defiant and exquisitely written.

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