Alex Jackson is buried alive inside his own body, a body which lies in a long-term coma following a climbing accident. He can’t see, he can’t move, he can’t speak. This is the terrifying fate of the protagonist of Emily Koch’s debut novel If I Die Before I Wake (Harvill Secker, £12.99). The doctors believe that Alex has no awareness of his surroundings, but he can still think and feel, and he can hear people speaking. His family debate withdrawing life support, and his friends talk about his girlfriend Bea moving on, finding someone new. And from these fragments of speech he starts to piece together a shocking truth: that his fall wasn’t in fact an accident. He needs to find out who tried to kill him, and why, and to protect the people he loves before they too become victims.
Thankfully, Koch steers clear of sentiment and self-pity, allowing Alex to relish his memories of climbing, and of being in love, even if the urge to die takes him over at times.
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