Jeremy Clarke Jeremy Clarke

A journey backwards through my journals

Bus times, dreams, a conversation with my four-year-old grandson – and an incident of which I have no recollection at all

‘And then we went down to Blackpool Sands and bought a bucket and spade’: notebook jottings on a previous life. [Joseph McKeown/Getty Images] 
issue 02 July 2022

I’m looking backwards: old journals, old photographs, old notebooks. What strikes me above all is the vigour and energy I once took for granted. The following little descriptions I found in the same pocketbook. The first is an oddity because I have absolutely no recollection of the action being reported. It can’t be fiction or an idea for a piece of fiction because I relinquished that fantasy a very long time ago. It’s scribbled down in black ballpoint.

‘There’s Sophie and there’s Maddie at the moment. Sophie I met at a poetry reading. “Why are you wearing that tie?” she said. “Are you a bourgeois?”

“Why are you wearing that scarf?” I said. “Are you a Palestinian?”

“The Palestinians are the most oppressed people on earth,” she said. “Tell me about the tie.”

“Tie Rack,” I said. “Liverpool Street station. I like the colour purple.”

“Are you a reactionary?” she said.

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